toastmastertom

I used to dabble in the occult when I was younger. Part of me wants to believe it was just my mind making things up, but i can't deny some of the things I have seen/otherwise experienced. During this time I used to serve as a spiritual medium because of my empathetic nature.

One time during a routine sayonce I was being taken by an evil spirit. The image I saw in my head was beyond description, the best I can do is to say it was like a black and purple pulpy maggot. It then grabbed me by the leg and dragged me from my chair. I was half-way across the kitchen before my friends banished it.

As I mentioned before I look at these stories from the point of view that I could have been my mind making things up. However, recently I had an experience that I could not shake. I was spending the night in a friend's room (I go to school at UW-Whitewater) and I was awoken by the sound/feel of another person's presence. When I looked over in that direction I couldn't see it, but I knew it was there. Suddenly from the tips of my toes all the way up my body I felt a rush of energy that felt like a train was moving through me, or likeI was being electrified. When this rush reached my head, by breathing became eratic and I began speaking words that my mind wasn't telling me to say. As this was happening, my friend Kate turned and called my name in a worried tone. I can't dismiss this one as merely a dream.

I was never really spanked. My dad just sorta had a way of making you feel really bad about what you did without taking any real action. Sort-of a mix between guilt-tripping and idle threats...

I'm watching paint dry in the rain... ;.;

Call me an idiot please becuse I have had AGIB since it came out in '04 and only recently did I discover you can download Panthers from it. Incredible. Simply incredible.